Evanesce

Here I lay
pressed against the ground
trying like hell to fade

trying to be nothing more
nothing less
than the grass underneath me

this weight on my chest
consider it yours
this weight ..
your absence burdens me

you closed your eyes
and the light collapsed
even the stars are not that bright
since you joined them

I feel so small
underneath you

Here I lay
making my final wish
just trying to evanesce